--I keep going back to her the way people go back to alcohol-- by frozen-chosen
like when you're really hungover
and you swear you'll never have a drink again
but two weeks later you're at a party
you're downing beers and taking shots
like it's your first time
and soon your whole world is spinning
you can't tell which way is up or which way is down
but it doesn't matter because you like the way it feels
even if it only lasts a short while
you don't care that tomorrow is gonna hit you hard
like it always does
all that matters in that moment is that feeling
where you forget everything bad and remember everything good
I am an alcoholic
and she is the finest of wines
--you looked at me-- by frozen-chosen
and you saw a gambler
a girl greedy for love
"how much are you willing to gamble?"
you mused with a grin
"your mind? your heart?
your soul perhaps?"
i told you i'd play your games
you always paid out with love
i thought i had a chance
my desires got the best of me
i'd give anything to win your love
i went all in: mind, heart, and soul
i rolled the dice and now you're gone
with all that i was; i'd been hustled
--i've been told that when we exhale-- by frozen-chosen
a piece of our soul escapes with it
and we must breathe in quickly
or we could lose that part of our soul
so one frigid winter morning
i exhaled and let my spirit loose
watched it leave me bit by bit
and i told it
don't come back until it found yours
and convinced you that we're soul mates
Forbidden love Do you say her name and sometimes see my face?Forbidden love by FadingFromSight
At night, when you think of your love for her...
do i sometimes creep into place?
I made a mistake.
Did something i shouldn't.
But i felt your heart.
A saddened passion deep inside.
Somewhere, you know...
Somewhere we share a secret.
Once upon a time,
we were secret lovers.
Sharing pieces of our true souls.
No one could know, no one could understand.
You were my true prince.
And, hopefully, i was what you were looking for.
Now our fairytale has ended.
Reality is here.
But, the stars and the moon, they know.
They wait for us to find one another beneath their eyes.
Someday we will.
We'll make them smile.
Maybe they'll even cry down upon our faces as we fall in love by their light.
.I tattooed your name. by daybreaksmiles
across my heart but
I told the artist
don't go too deep,
these things don't
last forever, you know.
|Hi! I'm Kodi. I'm gender fluid, 18, and a senior in high school at the moment. I like to write things sometimes and that's what I'll use my deviant art account for mostly. I like to draw too but it's not nearly half as good as some of the stuff I see on here so I'll probably keep those to myself. I'm a shy kind of kid. Not good at the whole conversing thing. I live in Georgia and I quite hate it here. I'd prefer to live somewhere cold, like Alaska!|